Merrily I sink into a sea of dreams.

Trifles of ignorance and seeds of irrelevancy fade from a new perspective. Those that see, see I am invisible. Where does one go when traveling both hemispheres of a capacious brain?
Back into the thoughtless lucid sleep that captivated the interest of the journey.
Often times I think to myself that were I in another realm, with different fortunes, would the grass really be greener?

Merrily I sink into a sea of dreams.

Voices blare and hazards haunt the waking life. Violence and passions cross-blend into a synchronous rhythm of reality. Meaning that infused into our very dreams and goals is the very cause of war. To obtain what we desire we must fight as warriors and advocates of our causes. Leaving none to quell the ideals that we strive for. The very root core that feeds the flames that drives us is explosive, violent and chaotic. This is how we gain what we seek. Pacifists fight valiantly for peace, never knowing they are at war with war itself. These are the cycles that bind us.

If I carry sadness upon my shoulders, if I carry the onus of my personal misery, it lies in the fact that I am not at war. I am a soldier who has no war left to fight and cannot see his future. Structured wants and dreams I do not carry, for I am lucid. At times it feels the whole world screams at me to get into action! I have no war, no cause, I am a soldier in waiting.

Merrily I sink into a sea of dreams.

The dreams are just visions. The ideals are not quantifiable. The passion is merely a flicker. You all know this, that is why you will not respond to me. For I am just a soldier, with no war and no meaning or cause. Spouting off about the days I used to battle. The old victories have now faded into losses. For I long for craving, I lust for passion, I yearn for battle.

Merrily I sink into a sea of dreams.

Like ancient warriors, monuments and civilizations I am forgotten. Locked into a dream, thrust into indecisions and grief. Even still! Yet, sadness does not breach me, fear does not fill me, for I am still a warrior! When trumpets call me back on the field of battle, my sword will be the first raised, my bloodlust the most driven and pure, my battle will be won!

Merrily I sink into a sea of dreams.

Just letting all know that I am o.k.! Loving the hell out of Portland!!! I wrote a poem, different than my usual style, but I think it turned out well...though it is unfinished. Here it is:

Faultless memories sift through me like sand.
Swelling beneath like a bloated fat induced gland.
Even in the grotesque and foul vile of the scene,
Beauty intensified the grandeur of the lean.

See me through paper lipped eyeballs,
Blinking in the hot rayed sun.
Burning through your paper wrapped skin.
The balance shifted until the next sin.

Pork filled bellies of rust and ether,
Rot in the bowels of a beef filled creature.
The dripping sanguine luxury crimson,
Filling the lips with hungry compassion.

These thrills that wed us unto merrier lives.
Making happy husbands, making satisfied wives.
Lust filled love, imbued with pleasant distaste.
Don't spill a drop, never let waste.

Call me the dark lord of the heather.
Call me your angel, then let me tether.
Living in ecstasy, madness and night.
Dying in happiness and utter delight.

Leave me a wishbone for I want the split.
Keep the wish, I want none of that shit.
Mirth may quell the demon's demand.
Merrier I, the demon is at my command.

Love is my laughter and I do smile.
Bequeathed the heir to my vile.
Sacred textures move through my rod.
Electrified pulses rush head onto trod.

Join me in unison and wed from diverse.
Leave me in partisan the ever perverse.
Latex is fragrant passed the sense.
Leaving sweet perfume as oil incense.

Motor canned vessels of the wrench.
Speak fish bones and vomit stench.
Pin up hookers lie over metal monsters.
The men call the beast 'God'.

They pray on accelerator and brake,
They push themselves to the floor.
They martyr on a steel stake,
They pop open like a door.



Leave me a wishbone for I want the split.
Keep the wish, I want none of that shit.
Mirth may quell the demon's demand.
Merrier I, the demon is at my command. *



(Ending to be determined, or never written. This section will convey more of the message until such a time will occur.)

But I'm a goin to Portland!!! Write me, call me, K.I.T. hopefully get to see you all before I leave!

Even with the birthday reminder on LJ? YOu all fucking suck!!!

Umm...This could be our president people...WHEN THEY PRY THE GUN OUT OF MY COLD DEAD HANDS!!!

Obama Position on Afghanistan Out of Context:

Palin's claim that Obama said, "All we're doing in Afghanistan is air-raiding villages and killing civilians.." is a distortion. Obama did not say this was "all we're doing."

Obama quote from Associated Press August 14, 2007: "We've got to get the job done there and that requires us to have enough troops so that we're not just air-raiding villages and killing civilians, which is causing enormous problems there."



McClellan?:

Palin referred to the commanding general in Afghanistan as McClellan. Not quite. General David McKiernan is the commander of NATO forces in Afghanistan.



Obama Plan Raise Taxes on Middle Class?:

Governor Palin claims Obama's plan would increase taxes on the middle class, saying tonight, "Barack Obama even supported increasing taxes as late as last year for those families making only $42,000 a year- that's a lot of middle income average American families. To increase taxes on them, I think that is the way to kill jobs and continue to harm our economy."

Obama voted for two non-binding resolutions that would have rolled back the Bush 2001 and 2003 tax cuts, not to raise taxes. And at $42,000, Obama's tax plan actually gives greater tax cuts to these middle class families than McCain's.



Obama Meet with Ahmadinejad?:

Biden's claim that Obama never said he would meet Ahmadinejad is wrong. In a CNN /You Tube debate last year, Obama said he would. Here's the excerpt from the transcript:

Anderson Cooper: In the spirit of that type of bold leadership, would you be willing to meet separately, without precondition, during the first year of your administration, in Washington or anywhere else, with the leaders of Iran, Syria, Venezuela, Cuba and North Korea, in order to bridge the gap that divides our countries?...

OBAMA: I would. And the reason is this, that the notion that somehow not talking to countries is punishment to them -- which has been the guiding diplomatic principle of this administration -- is ridiculous.



Palin: Energy Bill Tax Breaks to Oil Companies?:

Palins claim the 2005 Energy Bill gave big tax breaks to the oil companies. This is misleading. The fact is there were tax cuts, but according to the Congressional Research Service, tax increases on the oil companies-- in the same bill--were 300 million greater.



Did McCain Vote to Cut Off Funding for the Troops?:

Biden said, “John McCain voted against funding the troops because the amendment he voted for, voted against, had a timeline in it to draw down American troops. And John said I'm not going to fund the troops if there is in fact a timeline.” Biden added, “John McCain voted to cut off funding for the troops.”

This is wrong. The 2007 troop appropriation amendment first had a withdrawal timetable. McCain urged the President to veto that amendment--and Bush did, and most Republicans voted against the amendment--but McCain missed the actual vote.

Separately, Obama did vote against the 2007 troop appropriation, that's true, but only after the amendment resurfaced without the timetable for withdrawal. He voted nine other times for troop appropriation.



Biden Voted Against the 2005 Energy Bill, Contradicting his Running Mate's Position:

Biden tonight defended Obama's vote for the 2005 Energy Bill, but Biden himself voted against this legislation because he said it was written by big oil companies. This was a bill to ensure jobs in the energy industry and included $2.8 billion in subsidies for oil and natural gas production.



McCain's Health Care Plan:

Palin claims McCain's health care plan is budget neutral, saying tonight, "He's proposing a $5000 tax credit for families so that they can get out there and they can purchase their own health care coverage. And that's a smart thing to do-that's budget neutral. That doesn't cost the government anything, as opposed to Barack Obama's plan to mandate health care coverage and have this universal government-run program."

The fact is most economists fear McCain's refundable tax credits will actually result in deficit spending.



Obama Voting 94 times To Increase Taxes?:

Sarah Palin: "Barack Obama had 94 opportunities to side on the people's side and reduce taxes and 94 times he voted to increase taxes or not support a tax reduction. 94 times."

The facts on this have been widely commented on since the Republican National Committee began using this erroneous fact in July of this year. Of the 94 votes, 23 did not increase taxes were votes against proposed cuts. Seven of the votes were offset votes, calling for taxes for some, but less taxes for others. Some measures had more than one vote, which compounds the number. According to non-partisan www.FactCheck.org, 53 of 94 votes were budget measures that had nothing to do with raising taxes.



Sarah Palin Pushed to Raise Taxes as Mayor of Wasilla:

Palin said: "As mayor every year I was in office I did reduce taxes."

When she was mayor Sarah Palin successfully pushed for a referendum to raise local sales taxes to pay for a multi-use sports complex. In a Wasilla City Hall memo obtained by CBS News, Palin said it made sense to raise taxes because there was strong support for the hockey rink, the private sector had failed to step in and because it would be good to use government money to prevent social problems instead of spending money to try and fix them.



Claims are Flying Already:

The Obama campaign just sent out a pre-debate pitch to supporters for dollars. Meanwhile, their communications team sent a list of "5 attacks we expect tonight," and their defense of each. They say they expect Palin to attack Obama on spending, taxes and the one time he voted against troop funding because he wanted a timetable for withdrawal from Iraq.

But while the Obama campaign is loading inboxes with pre-emptive defense of claims against their presidential candidate, the McCain campaign is attacking Biden. They sent reporters a cheat sheet on prior Biden "tall tales."

 Well the debate just happened and you know I have to say something about this one! Whether you are living in a cave or just don't read my posts...how many friends do I have on LJ? Not one fucking comment on any of my postings and the problem is I'm a cool bastard! You know I am, I should not have to be telling you this.
 Each time you don't comment me it's a shot in the foot, because I always write back and I always will have something interesting to say...or even better... learn something from my friends.
 Now I know gas prices are high...so driving to my LJ comment listing while on your friend's page is an expensive detour, but hey! I'm fucking worth it! Just ask yourselves, you know the answer is fuck! He is so right, What was I thinking???
 Anyway...
For all you no commenting, but still very loved friends of mine (I only have friends who I give a shit about on here!) I bring you...
 DEBATE Oh-Ate!!!

The Topic:

Economics!!! That's right ladies and gentlemen, economics with a side of 'How do you pay for a $700,000,000,000 side of fries?!'. What a great debate...oops did I say debate? More like what a great ass kicking McCain got over and over and over and over again.
 I'm sorry the mud-slinging does not work so well when your opponent is in front of you John! It might have helped if you looked at his eyes and not the shit stains on your shoes.
 Seriously I think John "The Turtle-Lizard King" McCain shit himself! His opponent a... as John would say..."colored" man, spanked his white aristocratic ass from here to Pakistan! All that was left was a McShame with a stupid smile that never left his face, rosy cheeks and I think I saw a little drool.
 Obama, I'm not one of those bandwagon riding sons of bitches...but my friend you were sexy out there tonight! Hmmm...I never thought seeing an old, white, lizardy man  getting spanked liked that would make me so hot! But Obama...seeing a Republican scared like that will give me wet dreams for months and hopefully eight years. The debate went something like this (If you are on another planet or are a Mexican in a laundromat and did not watch)...Issue (Economics)...McCain - "I was in the war" or some other old story from old people. Issue...Obama - "I want less taxes for the middle classes, universal healthcare and to rebuild the infrastructure.". Issue (Bailout)...McCain - " I was in the war, a prisoner!" (Which means he surrendered) and "Reagan is fucking awesome!". Issue...Obama - "Does anyone else think this guy looks like a mix between a turtle and a lizard?". Issue (War)...McCain - "Even though I was a little bitch and surrendered I still love sending other decent men to suffer what I went through!". Issue...Obama - "Damn! I think this cracker lost his fuckin' reptilian mind! Yo! We all know this mothafuckas retarded...do what thou wilt!". That was the way I saw it at least! This is David Caldwell, signing off. COMMENT BITCHES I'M LONELY!!!! JK ;)...but I would love to hear some feedback.
 

 I have discovered a magickal system in my workings. One I am willing to share, but only a little. This is the birth of something big here, for my magickal career. I wanted to share it with you and my future self.

'Knowst there be few that seeist mine words. Thou shalt be none to dare, for in present times gods bid not rememberance!  Craven lips of thirsty gods yearn for reverance!' - Frater Vav Ava 858

 I am a fool.
I take step into the chasm of unknown.

I. Of My True Name

 Secrets bind my tongue to the workings of this, be it knowst as VAVAVA

II. The Supernals

 I will list a small sample of discoveries.

Rulers/sovereigns of Supernals:  6 +( 1 secret )

EKEHCHIBI
RERAMAHAH
KRECHABHA

Majors/Guardians: 15 + ( 2 silent )

NAHBI
HERKET

Subs/Minors: 18 + ( 2 silent )

ANI
OHC
HTH

III. Thou is sure to be successful in thy venture, wouldst thee trod in yon direction.

I'm really tired of working shitty tele-sales jobs. Not to be rude to all those veterans who day in and day out can do it. It's making me go crazy though. Anyone know any decent jobs or some ideas...all is welcome...THANK YOU EVERYBODY!

Also, finally have license back...will have my car towards weekend. Make it easier for me to see everyone.

I now have internet in-house! Which most of you bastards have taken for granted for some time now! };<)  Well I guess I can write more into my journal and talk ceaselessly about myself for those who talk the same about them. I can write meaningful ideas that will inspire inane comments about horseradishes and dildos. Ah yes...back on-line. Good times...good times.